Monday, February 27, 2006
? 2/27/2006 03:24:00 PM
sumtimes i realli wonder y was i created? y was i brought into earth where i dun enjoy at all
facing stress.... most of the time i felt that i was born for ppl to make use, for ppl to be with and den kick me aside? or even pretend to be deaf when i tok to them?in tt case i rather be a blind and a deaf so i dun have to see the ugly side of the world? i realli hate life in sch now... y did i always land in places i hate... schools and so on.. primary sch i hate! sec sch i equally hate! ppl always troubles me.... shuld i just give up on the old enviroment i'm facing? wait anxiously for the new to come just like when i'm in sec 2? or shuld i just admit to fate and believe tt no matter where i go frm now i will feel being used? or shuld i say tt wad happen todae was a retribution for laughing at him.. saying i have waited long for this day to come? but still i feell happy seeing him in tt state... it realli make the class a nicer enviroment. i guess i just have to be like him so tt the class will quiten dwn qithout my loud evil laughter ya? or shuld i just say these way of thinking is the onli way of motivating myself to study realli hard and score well for my examms? i guess so! i guess i will have to write in my personal diary again which means its nth good cos onli bad events will make me do so and i realli dislikes meeting such situation which makes me write in =( if onli i can just vanish or turn the clock bac.. tts realli great =)
Save your last dance for me will you :)