Friday, November 27, 2009
? 11/27/2009 02:05:00 AM
I begin to find it hard these days to blog.
Hard, mainly because of the time. I'm so damn SICK of work. TERRIBLE.
I get so stress over E-log, over reports, over emails I have to send out, yadah, yadah, yahdah.
Thank goodness I have diep, sitting next to me everyday.
Ever since work started, many "what if" comes into my mind.
I realised, I'm not happy because, in life, I HAVE TO WORK. OMG. Its a very bad sign, I know. I have to change that thinking. Give me some time :)
I know why I hate working. Because the learning curve is so narrow. It's not steep at all. It goes up to the peak and gets stuck there. Making the nature of work so dull. And also, I guess I heard many ugly sides of a working environment, which can be scary sometimes.
IF, IF IF. I always tell myself, If I am the manager, I would have... BLAH BLAH BLAH.
Talking about this,
IF I were the manager of a team, I would make sure everyone is present before any meeting or discussion starts. This would DEFINITELY prevent double, triple work being carried out cum Wasting of time.
Throw work aside.(50 more days to go)
Its the end of NOV'09
I'm looking forward to DEC.
X'MAS, NEW YEAR, CNY and END OF ATTACHMENT.
Hwaiting.
happy.tired.sleepy.dead.
Sarang,
Diana
ps. I WANT YOU BACK
Save your last dance for me will you :)